[ curious. it's a trait that kovacs knows well enough, the necessity to die into a mystery, to leave no stone unturned, to find out everything to make it all make sense. it's why he took on bancroft's case to solve his murder, why he's still asking questions, still looking for answers.
and it all applies here too, to better understanding these orbs, this place, for all that it continues to make little sense. ]
Well, you do all that time travel, right? If it'd make sense to anyone, wouldn't that be you? Going back and changing the way something happens?
Yes. Mostly. [ Beat. ] Well — sometimes. For the events along a timeline that aren't a fixed point, yes, perhaps it's possible. But some things, things like a good deal of our regrets, I imagine, it isn't so easy. Some events happen like a never-ending ripple that gets larger with the time that passes, and it's those events that can't be unraveled so easily.
[ Not without a significant price. Sometimes not without a universe being altered and destroyed or forced into some reckoning.
He thinks of his own regret and how much of the timeline he could ruin if he were to take it upon himself to change what had happened. But that's why he was recruited, wasn't it? It's why he'd accepted the contract too. A desperate, foolish, lonely man who finally found his one chance to undo something that he simply couldn't do on his own. A way to cheat the system. ]
It's why I'm just not sure this station and the orbs can do what they've claimed, not without its consequences.
[ even without his knowledge of time travel and whether or not it's even possible (though, on account of the things he's come to see are possible here, he's come to trust that the doctor nor clara would be lying about the whole thing), he can grasp the idea of its complication, of how even a time traveler might be skeptical about a proclamation that the regrets of some several dozen people could be changed in an instant. ]
And how you even determine what a fixed point is? Shouldn't everything theoretically be a fixed point?
Ah. Yes. That's where it gets a little sticky, you see. There are rules, a whole lot of rules, and some of them don't always apply. [He waves a hand like he could grasp a thought out of the air, making the whole concept make sense. But — ] Sometimes you just throw out the whole rulebook. But the common thread in every fixed point is the severity with which it affects the rest of the timeline, you see, and not just your timeline — though that can happen — but the entire universe's timeline. Sometimes the universe itself is at stake. That's when you know — that's when there's a big circle with a cross over it, a 'Do Not Enter' sort of bit.
[ So, in a nutshell — it's all really timey-wimey. The Doctor has experience in feeling most of these fixed points out. And the reason he knows his own regret is a fixed point is because ... well. Undoing it on his own, undoing it like he still sometimes dreams he could do, would render the rest of the universe too fragile.
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and it all applies here too, to better understanding these orbs, this place, for all that it continues to make little sense. ]
Well, you do all that time travel, right? If it'd make sense to anyone, wouldn't that be you? Going back and changing the way something happens?
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[ Not without a significant price. Sometimes not without a universe being altered and destroyed or forced into some reckoning.
He thinks of his own regret and how much of the timeline he could ruin if he were to take it upon himself to change what had happened. But that's why he was recruited, wasn't it? It's why he'd accepted the contract too. A desperate, foolish, lonely man who finally found his one chance to undo something that he simply couldn't do on his own. A way to cheat the system. ]
It's why I'm just not sure this station and the orbs can do what they've claimed, not without its consequences.
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And how you even determine what a fixed point is? Shouldn't everything theoretically be a fixed point?
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[ So, in a nutshell — it's all really timey-wimey. The Doctor has experience in feeling most of these fixed points out. And the reason he knows his own regret is a fixed point is because ... well. Undoing it on his own, undoing it like he still sometimes dreams he could do, would render the rest of the universe too fragile.
He'd endanger everything, and everyone. ]