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— TAKESHI . KOVACS ([personal profile] kovach) wrote2021-09-03 01:02 pm

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naloxone: (pic#15307887)

[personal profile] naloxone 2022-01-04 02:47 pm (UTC)(link)
You think this is bossing you around?

[ don't be so weak, kovacs, she hasn't even reached her final form yet. ]
naloxone: (pic#15335315)

[personal profile] naloxone 2022-01-04 09:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Don't worry. I have no plans on getting cozy with you.
naloxone: (pic#15335313)

[personal profile] naloxone 2022-01-05 02:09 am (UTC)(link)
But that won't stop me from asking you nicely for your help anyway.
naloxone: (pic#15307892)

[personal profile] naloxone 2022-01-05 02:33 am (UTC)(link)
I think it can't hurt to ask.
naloxone: (pic#15307865)

[personal profile] naloxone 2022-01-05 02:41 am (UTC)(link)
Well it won't feel very genuine now...
naloxone: (pic#15307862)

[personal profile] naloxone 2022-01-06 04:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Shouldn't it? Isn't niceness without the sincerity even worse somehow?
naloxone: (pic#15314426)

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[personal profile] naloxone 2022-01-08 07:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Kovacs.

Has anyone ever refused to go on a mission before?
naloxone: (pic#15307864)

[personal profile] naloxone 2022-01-08 07:25 pm (UTC)(link)
So it is possible. To get left behind.

[ is she folding her cards? she doesn't know. she's twenty minutes into mulling over their mission file and twice already she's had to duck into the bathroom as a wave of anxious nausea threatens to make her lose her lunch. ]

I won't be very good for this mission. I'm sure I'll just be a liability.
naloxone: (Default)

[personal profile] naloxone 2022-01-08 07:42 pm (UTC)(link)
It's... not that simple.

[ god how she wishes it could be though. how she'd give anything if it were simply a matter of confidence. ]

See I

I have a

A condition...
naloxone: (pic#15255574)

[personal profile] naloxone 2022-01-08 08:30 pm (UTC)(link)
I can't lie.

Not without some side effects.
naloxone: (pic#15335310)

[personal profile] naloxone 2022-01-08 08:44 pm (UTC)(link)



I puke. Okay? Even just the thought of lying makes me want to puke. Always has.

[ she can imagine him laughing. scoffing, rolling his eyes. like everyone does when they hear. ]

So you can imagine how inconvenient that might be for a mission about blending in.
naloxone: (pic#15307891)

[personal profile] naloxone 2022-01-08 09:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Any lie.
I know it sounds crazy, but dishonesty has always made me anxious. And when I'm anxious enough...

What am I supposed to do with that?

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